Compared to what God wants to do, we’re digging for crumbs in the carpet when He has hot loaves baking in the ovens of Heaven! He is not the God of crumbs and lack. He is waiting just to dispense unending loaves of His life-giving presence, but our problem was described long ago by James the apostle, …’ye have not, because ye ask not” (Jas. 4:2).(The God Chasers, Tommy Tenney)
I suppose it is part of the human condition to be “satisfied” with spiritual breadcrumbs and table scraps. When I don’t ponder God’s immeasurable grace and kindness and when I fail to consider the height and width and depth of Christ’s love for me, it is easy to experience life from a wrong perspective. A wrong perspective that keeps me “satisfied” with the status quo and causes me to be vulnerable to believing the enemy’s lies about who God is, who I am and what I have been freely given as God’s child, a daughter of the Almighty.
I want to cast off “satisfaction” with breadcrumbs and table scraps. I want to stop being convinced that I am to pull myself up by my bootstraps and make the best of the breadcrumbs and table scraps because that is all there is for me here. No! That is a lie from the pit of hell, a distortion of who God is and a deception tactic of the enemy to keep us from what is rightfully ours as sons and daughters of the Most High God! To keep us from living in dependence and trusting fully in our sovereign and good Father.
Satan knows he has lost the war for my life, but he is still battling for how I will live this side of heaven. He’s scheming for my loyalty to my personal comfort and satisfaction in this life. He’s keenly aware that I have been blessed in Christ with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places and that I am sealed with the Holy Spirit (Ephesians 1:3,13). So he plots and schemes to suck the life from me here in this world, to convince me that my circumstances are the breadcrumbs and table scraps that I’m worthy of. He lies to coerce me into believing that my circumstances determine my destiny and reflect my identity. He is determined to rob me of a little truth of who God is and all truth of who I am in Christ. He sets out to quench any thirst I have to seek God and trust Him implicitly. To be honest, most times my flesh is easy prey to these tactics and sadly, sometimes is doesn’t take much coercion.
The truth is:
He chose us in Him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and without blame before Him in love. Ephesians 1:4
But you are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, His own special people, that you may proclaim the praises of Him who called you out of darkness into His marvelous light; who once were not a people but are now the people of God, who had not obtained mercy but now have obtained mercy I Peter 2:9-10
It is impossible to remain unchanged after being in His Presence. I want to be in His Presence and I want to be changed. I want to walk as His chosen daughter, a royal heir to the inheritance of Jesus Christ. I want my life to reflect His glory and to proclaim His goodness. I want those who encounter me to know what they hunger and thirst for is only satisfied by a person, Jesus Christ. I want to be so hungry for the “full loaf” of God’s Presence that He is what I pursue everyday, everywhere, and in everything!!!
Almighty One, maker of heaven and earth, Most High God,
You have established Your throne in heaven and Your kingdom rules over all (Psalm 103:19). Blessed be Your name forever and ever, for wisdom and might are Yours. You change the times and the seasons; You removes kings and raise up kings; You give wisdom to the wise and knowledge to those who have understanding. You reveal deep and secret things; You know what is in the darkness, and light dwells with You. (Daniel 2:21-22).
You tell us in Your Word that we have not because we ask not. Most High God, I am asking you to manifest your Presence in your people! Fall heavy on us so that we are unable to run from Your Presence. Rise up in us the desire for You that nothing else will satisfy us. Make us wise to the schemes of the enemy so we will no longer settle for bread crumbs and table scraps, but we will earnestly seek Your face. Nothing is impossible for You!
Father, Your kingdom come and your will be done on earth as it is in heaven. I declare Jesus is the King of kings and the Lord of lords and it is in His name I ask this of you. Amen
As the deer pants for the water brooks,
So pants my soul for You, O God.
2 My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.
When shall I come and appear before God?
3 My tears have been my food day and night,
While they continually say to me,
“Where is your God?”
4 When I remember these things,
I pour out my soul within me.
For I used to go with the multitude;
I went with them to the house of God,
With the voice of joy and praise,
With a multitude that kept a pilgrim feast.
5 Why are you cast down, O my soul?
And why are you disquieted within me?
Hope in God, for I shall yet praise Him
For the help of His countenance.[c]
6 O my God,my soul is cast down within me;
Therefore I will remember You from the land of the Jordan,
And from the heights of Hermon,
From the Hill Mizar.
7 Deep calls unto deep at the noise of Your waterfalls;
All Your waves and billows have gone over me.
8 The Lord will command His lovingkindness in the daytime,
And in the night His song shall be with me—
A prayer to the God of my life.
9 I will say to God my Rock,
“Why have You forgotten me?
Why do I go mourning because of the oppression of the enemy?”
10 As with a breaking of my bones,
My enemies reproach me,
While they say to me all day long,
“Where is your God?”
11 Why are you cast down, O my soul?
And why are you disquieted within me?
Hope in God;
For I shall yet praise Him,
The help of my countenance and my God.